Dedicated to Thomas West
This is a man I love with all I know but...

This is something I'll never show

To lose you as a love was painful


To lose you as a friend is equally PAINFUL

BUT LOST YOU ARE.

The walls are SOOOOOO HIGH, AND that finely honed SABER I had when I began

storming your citadel isn't even sharp enough to slash my wrists.

It's not that I don't care.

It's just that I can't let myself care any more

By the Infamous Peter Faulkner

I see a soldier standing alone, wounded but defiant, with hands raised to fight the charging cavalry. This soldier will not turn
and run as others have when friends fallen and died, she will not win this battle, this battle cannot be won. But she has the
strength of a Bear and the heart of a Lion, and the courage of a thousand men. She will stand her ground and fight, and die
for honour, freedom and respect.

I also see a beautiful and delicate Butterfly with a heart woven from silk, which has been torn apart and damaged many times
and carefully repaired with strong thread woven from inner strength and will power.

Then again I see a powerful workhorse who stands ready and willing to take her heavy cargo. Sheer will and determination
will carry that load easily.

I also see a pretty, carefree, happy and sensitive girl, who is emotional, proud and strong, who needs love, truth and
kindness, who could overwhelm you with her love. Who deserves respect, admiration and fair play, and the loyalty and love
that only a very special person would be qualified to give.

This is how I see you Karrie...................... ****AND THOMAS I WANTED TO LOVE YOU WITH A PASSION BUT YOU COULDN'T LET ME IN..........MAYBE NEXT LIFETIME?





Thomas


Life is becoming less livable. with each new person I meet I wonder, is this the day fate has chosen to get me through the day? Loving
is the most creative force of the universe.
the memory of loving, the most destructive.
First I have to get out of love with you.
Second I have to remember:
don't fall until you see the whites of their lies

Beautiful You Are Thomas
Thomas Carlton West He played College football for BYU. He was and is good at it.
He's gorgeous, and friendly, hilarious and loves life.
He equally loves sex and food, and has a passion for spontaneity.
He loves his children with a passion, and is GREAT with our Daughter.
Our Daughter is named after him. I am so proud they love each other
and the fact they are so much alike.
He will always be the love of my life. Timing was never good for us,
Either he was with someone or I was, either he was in transistion or I was
and we may never be together, but if God, or fate, or whatever the driving force
that keeps us apart. Not heaven or hell or the love of a GREAT MAN could sever
what love I carry for him from the day I layed eyes on him.
He will always be my Adonis, my alpha and omega. I am the Ying and he's the Yang.
He is my beginning, and my end. I will have no more children, but with him.
I've never desired someone more than I desire him..............



**To move with you in your bed
to lay next to you instead
I remember every sound we made
the scent of your body your presence never will fade
I can see in my memory that you are the one meant for me
it's too sad we both were so distracted from where we knew
we were meant to be
I only wish it was something that you could see
It has taken you so very long to realize
that it's been me all the long was your prize
It took too long my dear for you to care for me
and now that you do here I am already married........




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